January 2012
13 posts
what if my best isn't good enough
Anxiety double whammy fuck yeah
Stayed with some relatives over New Years. Had a great time.
One evening I had a massive panic though. For some reason when I left to get a drink I got it in my head that they all started talking about me which made me freak out. To make it worse it then dawned on me how self-centred it was to think this, so I then started panicking that I was being too self-centred. This then moved on to me...
December 2011
24 posts
goddamn i wish i had a car. i want to go driving.
November 2011
23 posts
Fuckit
…I’m making hot chocolate.
Well I'm not sleeping for another hour. →
Bleh
Went to someone’s birthday party. Managed to annoy 2 people whilst playing a game where the whole point is to give compliments… (I suck at that kind of thing). Then just generally felt out of place and awkward. Don’t really like being around many other people. Even more so when some of those people are loud-mouthed girls that go on about ‘how drunk they are and OMG this...
